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[28 Apr 2008|09:12pm] |
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Craving something sweet. but can't find my wallet.
can't find my phone, feel naked without it.
taught my dog to roll over today.
im trying to find a new car or myself.
waiting for my gov rebate check.
going to buy a used Xterra 4x4 or a new Versa.
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[06 Dec 2007|01:02am] |
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how many times do i have to scream it before it makes a difference.
the first really big fight. over something really stupid of course.
dont know where to run. truth be hold i cant pay to run. im fucked.
i have no money for gas hotel or food.
thinking about running away far.
re-invent myself like Audrey did in "Sabrina".
why is life so hard? i thought it was suppose to be ...
i guess i never really never thought about it, and thats my problem.
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| but i guess life is full of surprises |
[26 Nov 2007|09:08pm] |
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fuck me sideways- i got a scooter!
ran into an old friend who told me
"wow. i guess your a real life scooter girl now."
hah hah. i have wanted a scooter for as long as i can remember.
its a xmas gift from chris.
I haven't seen it in person, only in pictures.
I have to wait until Christmas!
its a silver Yamaha Vino!
(no its not a vespa)
OMG! dreams come true!
i'll post pictures soon.
on another note. ive been depressed lately. someone told me im down because the sun has been hiding- im not getting enough vitamin D. who knows.
things are changing. i will be in a new situation soon.
im sooo scared.
but i guess life is full of surprises.
you never know what your going to get.
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| the voices are back, excellent. |
[11 Nov 2007|09:51pm] |
nothing new to write about. just writing to write i suppose.
Dottie is getting bigger everyday. btw.
My Dog Saves Lives: She's Spayed.
had the option to go to a conference this weekend in good ol' san antone.
have a stupid test to take so i couldn't go. I really dislike school, but its soooo freaking important. i just have to suck it up and do it. why are some people just so good at it. I really do envy you starbucks fucks with your ear plugs and laptops. What made you more elite than the rest of the students trying to better themselves.
i wish that being a dork meant you had to be smart. i see a masters degree in chris' near future. i just wish i saw something in mine.
i suppose living on 'carpe diem' isn't all that peachy if you dont plan ahead.
now is suppose i better go study.
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[i think] i want it so bad.
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